A moment in time with my mind

Speculation as to why I started experimenting with drugs is, at best, a sketchy outline of the whole picture.  I guess one attractive aspect I found in drugs was their keen ability to revert my reality back to a state of child-like bliss and ignorance.  I remember.. I remember sitting at the computer stoned into the next dimension of "ultra-cool" watching the visualizer on my music player.  Not going to name any names because recently I've felt a desire to detach myself from being a cog of the corporation's advertising department, but I loved just sitting there watching those colors, shapes and patterns exploding to the rhythmic pulse all the while my mind sailing away without a note goodbye.  At the time, I didn't understand how I was trading my wits and sense for this leisurely stroll through la la land.